/Once again I let it go I let it gleam I let it glow I finally dream/ I’m not aware My alarm is about to blare But I get a scare Even though it isn’t rare My alarm is like a bird Little Loud Repetitive Repetitive Repetitive I have to leave my safe haven I just want to cave in Back away from the mess and crowd Into what feels like a soft cloud Where it’s dark And the light’s not loud and in my face Like a bark After sleeping in like life is timeless Like a zombie Dead and mindless I roll out of bed And there goes the spinning in my head I brush out my hair Sorry– my rats nest Spend either a lifetime or one millisecond deciding what to wear I barely eat breakfast After I’m ready I just rest I rot in bed until the last minute The car rides are chill Usually silent Not too much of a thrill. My day at school starts out easy; My hands are still My body is calm My mind is not landfill I shove all the stress away Until it’s bright as day Outside and in That in the future, this could end up in me turning out to be not okay. Nobody hears anything To them it is all quiet While I’m in despair It feels like such a riot It feels so unfair I just want to cave in Back away from the mess and crowd Into what feels like a soft cloud Where there’s no sound Going around, So I put my head down. Again, saving it all for later Just for the problem to become greater And for me to become my own biggest hater. Finally, I’m out I’m not suffocating It’s already quiet again Almost like a garden of zen But then It either gets loud again Or loud in the way that I like One is comfortable It is music to my ears I think I’ll be doing this for years. The other is almost insufferable My eyes see everything dull But my ears hear everything sharp Every word is spat out with great force. But now, I see the light I’m relaxed at just the sight Finally I’m home I get to be alone /And I float…/
