For further explanation. The girl I was trying to date was the last member of my elementary friend group. The others went to different schools, left me, became my bullies, or became a threat an were kicked. She was my last one, I wanted to keep her close as a reminder of simpler times where everyone loved each other. But she threw me away. I don't know if i can move on from this guys. She was literally the LAST friends form elementary I had left. She made me so happy, so loved. I knew her for 13 years, 13 years of pure friendship, and she betrayed me. This has been the worse broken heart I've ever had. I'm certain it's been broken so many times it's beyond repair. I may seem fine, but I am suffering, I'm depressed, and I'm lonely. I have lost all motivation and with the summer approaching its likely I might quit scratch for a while. I will not be taking anymore requests. As of now I will be online once in a blue moon, I will post projects when I can.
I got home today, and jut cried, I cried for hours. I barley played any games, I just cried. My mom told me I would be ok, but this wasn't just a normal person I lost. C2A
