I.C. (in character)Hey there <3 O.O.C. (out of character): I'm tired of playing nice being the "always have to be perfict." kid for my parents. I've been playing along for 8 years and I'm tired of it. I really need to stand up for myself but cont have the curage to do it. I really want to let out all my pent up anger that I've been bottling up. I'm tired of doing everything for everyone like a fugeing maid. I'm not a maid. I really want to drop the act. I really do, but I can't seem to. i get blamed for everything that happens inside my house. my horse dieing over a disese that couldnt be stoped, my dog getting tooken out of my yard when we were gone. ect.im just so stressed and im over it by now. im done being a maid. B.I.C.(back in charicter) anyway in around 7 days(school days) i would be on for the summer bc they take my electronic away T^T sad you can leave. I...I said go.. *crying in a corner*
