Warning, this is long AF!!! So uh, I need advice guys I used to have a friend, lets name her Maria cuz lack of imagination for names rn, me and Maria were super close friends and we've been friends for like the past 8 years, but a few months ago, Maria completely stopped talking to me and Im still not over it, every time I think about her I cry cuz I really cant get over it Then, Maria has a sister lets name her uh, idk, Julia, cuz yes, lack of originality for namessss This bi- istg, like, sure, she was also my friend, but I have a boyfriend and she's way TOO touchy with him, I don't like her that much anymore, I've also known her for 8 years. But then, there's my boyfriend and another friend of mine, lets name them Pedro (for my bf) and uh Renata (for my friend) (again lack of originality when naming) So lets say that Julia and Maria always complain WITH ME, at least Maria doesn't talk to me anymore but Julia still talks to me and literally yesterday told me "Why do you guys take too long?" LIKE, DOES PEDRO AND RENATA NOT EXIST?? I'm not the one who takes long, its them and I wait for them but apparently Julia cannot see that, like, don't they exist?? Complain to THEM, not ME And I'm frigging tired??? I spent all night crying thinking about it and about Maria and slept until 11 PM I felt destroyed this morning, I didn't wanted to go to school at all, even if there was an event because I had to see them. Then there's Pedro, I cant with him any forking more, like, I was super sad and super tired this morning, and HE SAW IT, like when he feels bad I always talk to him, try to cheer him up and stuff but with me?? NOT EVEN A WORD, its been 2 hours since we entered a school and NOT A SINGLE WORD, Im tired, tired of Maria, of Julia, Pedro, Im tired of everything (Edit: Its June 15 and he still doesn't talks to me WTH???) What do I do? (besides getting therapy or smt, cuz def gonna do that) thanks for reading it all, ily all guys <3
