Hey chat! As one random person noticed, I have been a bit inactive recently. Yall want to know why? Here! Glossary: -Theatre -DND -School -APs -Personal stuff ---THEATRE--- The first big reason I've been gone is theatre. We are doing some INTESNE tech! I am waking up at 6:30, going to the bus at 7:10, getting to school at 8:00, getting out of school at 3:30, getting to tech at 3:40, and then going through tech and shows until 9:30. I get home at 10, and instantly go to sleep. So I don't *really* have time for scratch? I have during 1st period for about 5 minutes I think. But also, my shoulders are hella ripped from holding a camera and also a 12.56 lbs backpack (I weighed it lmao) ---DND--- Not really a reason I'm not on scratch, but just DND is really fun. I'm going to start posting more about that :) ---SCHOOL--- Like I said above, it's a lot. I literally am getting grilled every day and my hands and arms hurt so much from writing that typing after class is hard. I might be getting carpal tunnel? ---AP'S--- So you know how I just said that it was hard? Yeah. I'm doing 3 AP classes next year. (AP classes are just collage level classes basically.) Ill be doing Honors English, AP Chemestry and AP World History. Yikes! ---PERSONAL STUFF--- Yikes! This might be a bit long ":) Basically, my family is going through a bunch of stuff relating to a LOT of illness. Including myself, actually! My mental health has dipped significantly after one of my mother disowned my sister (again), along with a bunch of pent-up stress. I dunno! I have almost constant tightness in my hands, my nail-biting habit has gone from just that to biting my cuticles to causing hangnails to just straight up biting my fingers until the ble3d. My shoulders have been hurting so damm bad from how heavy my backpack is getting, likt no joke 15 pounds and growing. Like, isn't it the end of the school year? Speaking of which, like half of my friends are graduating, so that's pretty sad. Things have also risen up about like 2 of my exes, with one of them threatening me online to curbstomp me and the other trying to win me back. Before anyone comments, I'm not going to kms. It's just a rough patch and I know things are going to get better, but it's just difficult right now. I deff will be more active once my mom and ex stop texting me and asking for forgiveness, and once I just get my summer homework done with.
