- UPDATED - I know you do not want me to disturb you, but this issue must be resolved before you and Mayzi argue. So, I am going to explain why I acted very immaturely. I try to find an equilibrium between everyone, so they see me as not a stranger or enemy but a friend. This is why I am friends with people who live differently. This does indeed backfire on me, and this situation is an example of that. Thankfully, this has only happened one other time, and I regret it all. But let us get to the point. I'm sorry about how I acted earlier. I understand my response to your suffering was very immature, and I take full accountability for it. I should've either not said anything or at least shown concern for the things you go through. I do not know why I acted like this, and it is unusual behavior on my part. However, I understand how and why sometimes I act irrationally and rudely. Though I do not want to get into an extra situation on my part, I will shorten it. This relates to genetics and how my father was raised as a child; he was raised poorly, which caused him to get angry sometimes. When I was born, I inherited those genetics from him. However, I realized that the mood swings can lead to destruction if not controlled. Unfortunately, I slacked off in trying to manage it, resulting in the loss of many people in my life. Ultimately, this led to my internal doom and narcissistic behavior. It wasn't until I had a girlfriend (@nagisa2213) that I slowly began to develop this taming process. I tried to control my mood swings with her, but it did not work. I lost her twice because of this. After the second breakup, I started to focus on my mood and my actions, and it worked for the first time in my life. Although I have been lying to myself and others about how I feel, so I don't suddenly become outraged. Though the mood swings returned to me earlier when I got stressed about school. If there was something I could do to prove that I am sorry, I would do it out of respect. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- This section is going to answer your questions that you put on your project, about you and Mayzi's relationship as friends. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- She isn’t distancing herself from you because she has other friends. Mayzi/Niko has her own obligations and life experiences. While you both have enjoyed a long-standing friendship, it doesn’t always require constant interaction. The sense of worth can often feel different from reality, and I can relate to that. Change is a natural part of life, and it shouldn’t come as a surprise. She defended me because she values our friendship, just as you do. I acknowledged that my actions were out of character, and I hope this proves to you that what I say is true ( https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1099686456/#comments-468826283 ). Remember that this situation is not your fault.
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