I CAN FEEL EVERYTHING YOU ALL FEEL!! CAN I HATE MYSELF MORE THAN I NEED TOO!? I JUST WANT TO END IT ALL!! I HAVE FRIENDS THAT JUST PUSH ME AWAY IN SCHOOL!!! I JUST DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS!!! I LOST PEOPLE I LOVE TO DEATH!!! I LOSE CONTROL AT RANDOM TIMES!! I FEEL LIKE I FAILED EVERYONE!! IM A FAILURE AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT!! IM SORRY BUT IM A DISAPPOINTMENT TO EVERYONE I TALK TO!!!! I AM THE USELESS ONE!!! I SHOULD BE GONE BUT I AM NOT!! you all can hate me if yall want.....but i am always a mistake.....i cannot do anything right......i am weird and......different.....i know that i will never make it in life......but who cares...? i dont......no one does not care for me......i get lies saying that they care for me when they just use me for what they want.....I'm just an object.....not a person....and I will hurt myself to free me from them if I have to....
try to change my mind.....it may not work....
