Hello, everyone. I know many of you are upset by this, but this is my decision. No amount of begging for me to stay will heal this. Anyways, let’s get into why I don’t want to be on this site anymore. 1. Slow internet It feels like I’m constantly being tortured when I’m trying to make an episode of A Sequelhow or A Sequelhow Mini. I repeatly say “i hate my life i hate my strife” 2. Annoying people cough @austin0209 people don’t understand that my first like 2500 projects were made a time when i was less smart, like thinking Д from RALR was female for some reason. It feels like everyone is focusing on the first 2500, not the last 2500, when the last have much more effort. 3. Burnout I tried to force myself to do A Sequelhow 8, 10, 12, 16, 18, Mini 2, 4, 6, 12. I was basically saying on the inside “if i don’t do this im just lazy” A Sequelhow was always made to fill up my time like VSBVV did, but it just made my mental state worse. Even I was lazy on this project, but I’ve learned it’s just burnout. 4. Grandma In like February or March, I got news from my mom that grandma got cancer, after we went down to California to visit her. This is really shook up my mom, and me as well. She’s still… alive at least right now, but I know she won’t survive the next ten years. 5. Drama I have literally no respect for people like Vladimir and his minions. Being a racist isn’t going to make people like you, bud! It hurts to see how many bad people support him, and how many good people he’s hurt, additionally, with people in the ALC being accused left and right like “oh maia is bad now oh jereoics is bad now oh bluecool is bad now” (though it did get better with me forgiving them) I’m honestly more interested in Numberblocks than Alphabet Lore now, anyway. 6. More passion I love sort of typing old things and onto words and then showing them! But since I have like, nobody to talk to about my interests, I just use AI, because I guess that praising has some kind of security to it. Hopefully, you guys can understand, maybe I’ll change my mind, but this is where my life is at now, and I’ll have to live with that.
Notes and Credits to everyone who has been along with me through this journey. It’s been fun guys! At least, most of it.
