It's been some time since I've been on, I know. A lot of you are probably not going to even read this. I lost my password and just got it back, on top of that I've been really busy with life. With family and everything now, it's just gotten busier and busier. I went on a break to try to find myself and with some recent events I'm starting that process all over again. It's been really hard to motivate myself to do things, even the small things, but I'm trying my best. I'm sorry I just up and disappeared on you guys like that it's just been real tough lately. I don't want to go into details on what's going on it's just I have a lot on my mind.