VENT PROJECT I still have depression and anxiety except it's triggered by certain things or topics relating to it. My grandfather has... Passed from cancer and I have a mix of feelings. This and other things I'm experiencing that I do not feel comfortable discussing, besides a few things I would gladly discuss. It mostly happens at school. I mind my own business before I'm treated like garbage. I'm looked at by some like a freak. I also don't get why I'm bullied for having a preferred name that's not something like Jacob or Bartholomew. My best friend's boyfriend's actions are taking a toll on her mental health and sometimes I feel utterly useless. There are many other things that I would discuss if I knew how to explain it. But I have to stay normal, just be silent and act like I'm not there. Maybe it'll be better if I'm not there. If I can find a way. I want something that's quick. I don't deserve suffering, just something fast and painless.
Heh... I need to be perfect... If I can't, why he here at all. I can't help but think I've been wrong. Hell... Maybe even what I say doesn't make sense.
