I don't know what to do anymore... Do I have smiling depression? I have mood swings... I lost all interest in scratch and roblox and art I can't seem to trust anyone.. And so only to isolate them.. Just my online ones.. I seem to have worries over irl friends who are around others... Like if they will get kidnapped. I speak in a low voice.. I get distracted easily. I FAIL my classes... What..? Is happening...? I don't know.. I seem to like to read or do any activities with lights off. But the sudden realization makes my heart thump.. What? I don't know anymore... Who to trust... Who to keep close.. Why I smile... Over irritating things.. Why I have sudden mood swings.. Or just why? WHY WHY WHY. EVERYTHING'S ABOUT WHY. WHY WHAT HOW ... but never the answer... Is it something entirely different? Or is just me thinking me as a character with a script? Just able to change life? Whatever it is... i don't know anything anymore..
Why do I feel like the only people I can trust are my online friends?
