Click to see screenshots. Some courtesy of myself, and some of @fogg__ It all started here: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1157369699 Arc One ——- When @AppIestar (North) left. It wasn’t great, I was feeling terrible and kinda collapsing into myself, my mental stability was very poor, and I just really needed to vent. I had stated that I was having a hard time and wouldn’t respond to some comments/my projects would be pumped out slower, but @Ur_Local_Colorado (ily Caleb) had taken an anonymous confession account (it was public) and written a very cryptic message that was hard for me to understand, but I got the gist of it- (1) They were mad at the fact i hadn’t responded to their comment and (2) They were mad but torn in writing. And I thought, with all my six brain cells- who would write this? Specifically, there were two people who had stated they have problems with people not responding to comments- @CreationTrio (haiii Trio ily /platonic) and @Ur_Local_Colorado, whom I was guessing it was the latter because of the what they wrote the message. However, I never got a confirmation, so I didn’t really try and convict them yet. I wrote a long paragraph about explaining to this anonymous person that I was very, very upset about this and trying to justify what I was saying. Around the same time, Skyler (@Cascadia-CH) had their friends rejoin scratch, and there was one in particular, @Illinoislove or Illi, who was very…. ‘Interested’ in the fact that I was a furry. yeah. ‘interested’. And in any case, I didn’t realize this was how they regularly acted, so I scratched them off the ‘friends’ list, because frankly, I didn’t consider them in that way. But, however, Illi saw my paragraph to the anonymous person. They wrote a short message, two words- ‘calm down’. But oh, holy h311 I did not do that. My family goes by the rule that nobody should tell you how to feel, because my mother has always had issues with control during her childhood, so this greatly pissed me off. I told them in (slightly unkind) a way that i wouldn’t be listening to that, thinking that, in my view, they were a literal stranger and that just because they were Skyler’s friend, that didn’t mean they were mine. Illi took that personally and went to Skyler to complain, resulting in me getting in trouble with them, which has been deleted (to my knowledge). Arc Two ——- Illi went to go complain to Skyler about me, which I responded to, which I got ganged up by both of them, Skyler asking why I was so mean, and Illi calling me a racist and a xenophobic. (A xenophobic is what the n@z1’s were.) That was upsetting, so I decided to cool off somewhere else. Then, later, Skyler created this project, which probably can fill in the gaps in my memory of this: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1158810110 Around that time, I made up with Caleb, so that was good. We’re on good conditions now :) (Misc- at some point Illi labeled me as a pdfile. thus, what came below-) Then I moved to here, to get away from the accusations and for a new slate. also I kinda hated my username lmao Then, a few days ago- less than two, Skyler and their friends found this account. They created an impersonation account called ‘bintoucheskids’ (Bin is my nickname) and they posted inappropriate photos. I got that banned with North. Arc Three ——- I woke up to my profile stormed with spam- 97 messages overnight, by a new slew of impersation accounts that said various things about me being a pdfile, a racist, how I had children in my basement (which I don’t have one…) and I was ‘tickling’ children, which really irked me. There was even some that had a racial slur as a username (the ‘n’ word) which seemed quite counterproductive to have when you were screaming about me being a racist. Oh, and they were spamming about me having to believe in god/jesus, which just reminded me of my religious trauma. I probably cried for a few minutes, but remembered before, when my older-grade friends told me to report/delete/ignore it. So I did, going through all of the spam and reporting it, probably getting the accounts banned as well, and haven’t heard from them since. I went to Skyler’s side account (@chihuahuamonkey12) and told them to stop calling me Bin, I wanted them to call me by my new nicknames (Czar/Tsar) and also that I didn’t want to be their friend anymore. It turned out to be a very toxic conversation, with them refusing to leave me alone after I pleaded for them to, then telling me I could never not be their friend and that they hated me. So now we’re here. It’s been pretty quiet.
@CreationTrio > Trio @Ur_Local_Colorado / @-Empty_Wanderer- > Caleb @Cascadia-CH / @chihuahuamonkey12 > Skyler @Illinoislove > Illi @fogg__ > North @LxttlePxppy > Myself (Bin/Czar/Tsar) @Californiaaz & @HawaiiNOTlegacy were neutral in this situation, so was @washingtinothesecond to my knowledge. Music > Saint Bernard by Lincoln, and Second Child(,) Restless Child by The Oh Hellos. I do not repent. If I really am a sinner, you follow a sinful god. (Just to be clear- I am not hating on any monotheistic religions. It’s symbolism coming from a traumatized atheist lmao) —————- I AM NOT RACIST. I HAVE ANTHROPHOBIA (fear if people) + SOCIAL ANXIETY AND THAT IS WHY IT APPEARS THAT WAY BUT IT ISN’T.
