OMG i feel so stupid! I know I will never do a haitus.i will nEVEr. but I feel so depressed! I try my best to be a good scratcher, but when I look at u guys, I feel very jealous, and I try not to resent you guys. I cant hold it please! I feel left in the dust! (sniffle)I want to be happy.but I can't. so please...I'm desperate.:(