For those who don't know, @yo_boi101 or @pianoplayer013 wasn't just an internet friend I found on scratch. He was one of my real friends. We used to have very good memories. At first we were just people who were sitting next to each other on the school bus. This was in late 2021. He was only trying to befriend me. I accepted it, but not like I did later on. You see, at the time, I believed that everyone had hated on me. And I also believed everyone had the same opinions. Except for a guy I still know today as he likes to be refered to as Gordon. I believed all of these narcissist beliefs, and trusted no one. Until early 2022. When we luckily had assigned seats next to each other in lunch. Soon after that, we began to get closer together. I began to gain his trust. Like my usage of scratch. He had a scratch account at the time as well. I even told him one of my biggest secrets at the time. That secret was that I liked bubblegum. (now now, I only kept it a secret because at the time I believed it was more feminine. But I was very wrong. So uh, yeah good ol' middle school for you XD) Not only did he accept that, but he said that he also liked bubblegum as well! *sigh* I wish I’d see him blow a bubble out of it though. For you see, he had braces. Anyway, there was this one time during early spring when Jonathan had invited me to a pizza party. There I met his sister, Allie, and a girl named Kenley (or another friend of mine I still have today.) After that moment, we started having pizza parties more. Me and Jonathan even eventually asked permission from both of our parents if we could go to eachothers houses. Our parents said yes. And after that, we were quote: "goated." After that, the rest was history. My house held the first pizza party in fall 2022. Me and Jonathan both won a competition in tech class about some maglev car. I also began to realize that not everyone hated me. So I started to hang out with others eventually meeting Adistan, Gus, Jaxon, Ethan, Jake, Noah, Daniel, and my best friend as of now, Zach. And eventually came one of local history's pizza parties that went down in infamy was held at my house on July 3rd, 2023. I could remember it like it was yesterday. The disaster, the chaos, the panic, the.. Ok it was just a firework malfunction and everyone made it out safely. And also, possibly one of the best pizza parties that was held on August 19th, 2023. It was one of the most memorial parties of that era in general. He is the reason why I am who I am today. And I thought that our bond would never be broken. But sadly, by early 2024, me and Jonathan have begun to get more distant than we used to due to high school agendas. And with it, our friendship. By now, the pizza party industry had died out almost entirely. All there was left was a couple days in the weekend where I'd hangout with Jonathan. By early 2025, it had gotten worse. He had begun to sit with other people rather than me or my friend group. Things just kept getting dimmer and dimmer. And then, one afternoon, I tried calling his mom. She didn't answer, but the system allowed me to voicemail. I sounded dejected, and was asking one question, why? Why after all this time? Everything we've been through. everything we've done for ourselves. When his mom got the voicemail, his parents reported it to my parents. And I was in trouble. I didn't understand what I had done. What I didn't know was that I had only worsened it that time. I thought it was over, until one day when I see Jonathan's mom as my Culinary substitute. (She works for substitute teaching) I said i'm sorry to her. She said it was all fine. So one time, I had also said sorry to Jonathan himself. He said it was ok. Then after awhile, I had begun to sit with him at lunch. This is near the present, and this was the lowest it was before the inevitable. Because I didn't see a point in it anymore. It wasn't the same as it was. He didn't treat me like before. So I made the hard decision of abandoning him.
C2A
