@okirby1fan for getting me obsessed with this song === The theme is relatable, more relatable than it should be === kwɛmɔ inside
Hey, how you doin', where you been? Anything you wanna do with life before it ends? Feelin' guilty 'cause I lie and say I have some future plans but all I really have are broken dreams and shaking hands You know pity isn't something wanted by me, so let's stop talking and just let it go And while you're at it, could you stop the salt and citrus rubbing into my painful, open wounds, and could you do it sometime soon? Just letting myself go Giving up to self-loathe Every second losing all my hope Seems like I've forgotten how to live a normal life that was set in stone for me all those wasteful years ago Rejection, dislike, hate Wish I didn't have to live another day I don't want to say hi, can't give a reply My unread messages are piled up too high Ah There's a void inside me, so I stare straight ahead No more of this please, I just want to go to bed Please forgive me for existing, I'm a useless adult wasting precious air As I stood there, weeping, I saw no one cared Misery loves company so I take it with me It's all your fault for all of what's happened to me! I can hear everyone's eyes on me, so I plug my ears to see clearly "Saw right through you-- you're lying!" You're so easy to read! Tried to fake a smile that I've practiced constantly, but Yeah, yeah, I'll take all the blame, don't you worry (SUPER TETO RAP TIME) ...Ah, is it even worth it to keep on going? Can't keep up with this for much longer I'm so very, very sorry for all that I've done And my condolences to each and every single one All this running, gunning, running around Is tiring It's not like I didn't deserve it all, though I'm just lazy Now it's too late for anything I am just an awful waste I can't help but seem to always lose the race! Don't look at me any longer, I can feel your disdain from miles away Making fun of me right from my very first day False rumors and gossiping at my expense is fun, right? You must be the root cause of all of this blight! I am just a social outcast that has no place in modern society Pathetic paranoia pierces right through me Just another faker with your so called "mental illness" You're right, I'm someone nobody would miss Couldn't tell you why I think about it all the time, when I'm the one to blame Miso soup has more filling than what's in my brain Due to an error that must be in my genetic sequences Yeah, must be my fault for my own existence I'm so sorry for existing, I'm a useless adult wasting precious air Regretting gets you nowhere; I'm fully aware My eyes glazed as I saw buildings blurring past as I fell Bye-bye, catch you on the other side of heII Though I wanted some formal farewells I didn't have the time to write any The horizon below me is pretty to see Endless ringing of this song will go for all of time, so This is the end of my decadent life!
