-VENT- (Real stuff right here) -- Um so recently all my friends been getting boyfriends, and I actually never had one. It feels a little weird because I always feel like when I talk to people I might like someone or like their personality but then they say, "Oh I would never date you..." And yeah, makes me kinda sad my best friend always talks about her crush (Current bf rn) and I just have to listen. I don't wanna make her mad and she always thinks she rambles about him. Idm... I'm like the therapist friend and the puppy. Um honestly life hasn't been so well also because I'm so insecure about myself and anything about me. I hate my voice, my body, my every thing. I have a hyper energy, but also I have anxiety and I always cry at random times, I have mental breakdowns and if you didn't see my "Reasonable Crashout of the day" post go check it out you'll see what I'm talking about. Idk what I should do. My escape from reality and growing up is scratch and capcut. anyways Ily all. Goodnight. -- Please don't vent here, And please don't say: "Real" or "Womp Womp" This isn't a funny thing to say it on. You can go to anyother prodject and say that. If I delete this then yeah whatever... ILY all <3
uh ..... My life. oopise