I know.. I wont make Vent posts anymore... BUTT I need to rant about this one person, my friend Blue and Jasper might know them a bit, there was this girl, Madison, who maybe had a huge crush on me, I felt like I did as well after Kodas, my bestfriends birthday while he held hands and decided to skate together because we didn't know how to, What I didn't notice is that she has been pulling me away from my main friends such as rose, Koda, Jasper, and when I used to have a phone, I realized she was doing that with Blue too, everytime I tried messaging them, madison kept on telling me to get off because I apparently spend 'more time with them instead of her'. which I thought was true due to that I trusted her!! During the birthday party, she continued to be all touchy and huggy towards me, she hugged me in the photo for Kodas birthday, and my friend Rose told me about it, so as usual, I told Blue about the situation, trying to be casual as 'oh yeah shes so annoying', because, that's what my friends rose and jasper were like, so I wanted to be relatable for them, everytime I stood up for myself, she cried and got all angry at me, she pretended that we were dating and she pretended to be transmasc so she can try dating me, so, I stopped talking with her and started talking with my other friends more often, yet I continued to talk with Madison time to time because I wanted her to not feel so alone, weeks past, then she leaves the friend group and joins another group with boys, she turns homophobic and a trump supporter, and she tells rose a threat about me, how much NOW she hates me and how much stuff she wants to happen to me (I cant say because its really not child friendly.), Rose told me about it and.. I was shocked. I pretended to not feel bad, and I laughed about it and hid it. but I really felt sad, scared, heartbroken. I thought she liked me, and I thought I liked her. I don't know what type of relationship was this, and why I was so in love. maybe she manipulated me someway, but even though she did so much terrible things. I still miss her deeply and I still want to be her friend. but, we don't talk anymore. is this a good thing? maybe... maybe not. I still miss her.
heh.. cool watermark.. am I right? CODING: @SoftPound ART: @SoftPound CHARACTERS: IRL ME, cough.. Madison. RULES: - please don't say "OMG SO RELATABLE!!" because.. this is my vent thank YOUIUUU!!! - ask to remix this time.
