basically if you don't wanna go through the proj tldr: at 1:40AM my dog was barking my mom was on the phone call from my nana "they tried everything they could" my granpop passed away from a cardiac event/episode and simply couldn't resuscitate him once he was down at the hospital, this hit hard already with the fact he's gone, but when I heard my uncle say "Ill never be able to see my dad again" I just broke down I couldn't hold it together, I had never cried like how I did since when my TeeTee passed
I'm so sorry guys this is a really big situation I please do hope you understand, I've somewhat have a mechanism of sorts that don't make me that emotional but hearing those words.."Ill never see my dad again" hit me like a straight truck, I couldn't hold those tears back it was so hard