WAAAAY back, when I was in reception year, (about 5 years ago, 2020) I started the day off nicely- welcoming scared students into class, even when it was MY first day, too. I was quite confident, but I tended to 'do MY own thing' as my mother described it as. My mum was like: 'Yeah! GO ISABELLE!' because she used to follow the crowd. I made my first friend ever- @sophgame! We played together, not a care in the world. Whilst this was all happening, every play time this boy and his friends would chase me round for NO REASON! I told his teacher, but they just said: 'He would NEVER do that!' Which INFURIATED ME!!! But luckily, 1 of my classmates, the FASTEST, in fact, taught me a good way to run. :D AND! That bully's friends apologised. The bully himself DIDN'T, but I think he just forgot about me as time when on. YEAR 1: @Sophgame made a club- the super spys. YES! It was spelt wrong and we DID NOT know what spies were but that caused bullying. I forgive the bully now because he is my best friend. You wouldn't believe it- @Tetrator. (And his friends) I COULDN'T blame him- spies? In school? Oh GOSH! The thing is- we were actually NOT REALLY spies. We were detectives. We thought spies = detectives. The ARE a kind of- type? But... spies are normally just bad. Or some- MOST people in out class thought. A group of girls (SUPRIZINGLY MY FRIENDS NOW) said to us: 'Oh look it's the super spies! They've come to spy on us!' GUESS who said that? @How_2_Life! We're friends now and she doesn't remember though. Also, in year 1, the teacher said to my mum that they thought I had autism. After, I got diagnosed. I don't exactly remember that- (maybe my mum did a form) but it still happened. I carried on... getting bullied, writing in my diary/journal, gaining super spy levels... I soon changed the name to 'Spys' to sound more 'grown up' but the anti-super-spys didn't change their name. Plus, the word choice: 'Anti' was very unheard of in year 1- *clap to @tetrator* Oh and, BTW @Tetrator is like, the smartest in our class. Me-? Second. We could both admit that we were being a bit silly in year 1 & 2, though. Did I mention-? YEAR 2: This is the bit that even made my DAD mad!! The class was having problems with super spys/spys and so the assistant teacher asked who DIDN'T like us. EVERYONE PUT THEIR HAND UP. EVERYONE EXCEPT ME AND @Sophgame!!! I was on the brink of crying- (can't remember, but probably) Me and @Sophgame had cried on the playground- in little balls. All curled up, crying. On the stone floor. (In year 1 or 2) I actually fell out with her a few times, but we're always friends. She had a friend in about year 1. Called Abi / @megonnaPLAY / @AxoGalactic. And, she has a H3LL of a story to tell to about her old reception year school. Racist. Anti-autism. Anti-ND. Directed to HER. But- she can go into that another time- plus IDK everything. So, anyways, we were friends with Abi. And Abi was friends with @mimi89892 who unfourtunally was banned from using scratch by her parents. We were in a group of 4. The spys had many people who joined and 'un-joined' as I wrote it in my diary. My diary contained many mysteries we would solve, many spys. If you 'un-joined' 3 times, you weren't allowed to come back. In year 1, we had a little area we claimed. It had a chalkboard with an 100-square. Those were our levels. I was the highest, (of course) and planned on getting 100. But, in year 2, there was no chalk-hundred square. YEAR 3: I was SOO scared about this. Especially after those 2 years of PAIN! Since I am autistic, I get this little 'welcome 2 year 3' thing that explained everything. It had pictures, loads of pages, and was OK. I have only realised recently that only some people had it. In the other years past year 3, there were welcome notes by other children, but my 'welcome 2 year 3' one was made by the school because autistic people think change is scary. Which, in this case, I did. In year 3 I had the kindest teacher ever!!! I was so happy. She rarely shouted and helped me when I was upset. Once on sports day, I lost JUST because I tripped in a running race. SO CLOSE! I was so sad- physically and mentally hurt. But! My teacher gave me 2 SPECIAL AND REALLY CUTE STICKERS! I made a little rosette and put the stickers on. I still have this and am currently using it for description. One sticker said: '1st' the other was a cute star! It had a .>v<. face, too! They were like 1cm wide and tall. The background is shiny sliver-rainbow! I written some words on the rosette. 'star' 'passion' '1st!' and another word I can't read. I think it said 'proud'? I got a bit of duct-tape and stuck the rosette to my jumper. I was a LOT happier! :3 Also, in years 2-3 I was a 'sore loser' but I hated it when people say: 'You ruined their party by making it about you' 'sore loser' 'It's just a game' and I got REALLY upset when I used to lose a game. I would cry. REALLY LOUD. People said I was a CRY-BABY! I still cry when I lose a game. Notes&credits
I can't stop the tears! Also, In the infant years, there was a school disco and as an autistic SPD person, I had sensory overload. I didn't go into the disco room. TOO LOUD! TO MANY PEOPLE! TOO DARK! Anyways, in year 3 I was bullied again by my (now) friend @Tetrator. They got told off. A new girl joined the class. @StarryFlames. My friend! We were obsessed with teeniepings back then and someone we WERE friends with had one so-called: 'Equalping' and she was just getting more buffs than us - NOT EQUAL!!! Turned out me & @Sophgame were 'sus' and that our old friend (who created Equalping) was blackmailing @Starryflames. We got told on by the Equalping creator and we told her off. I got chased through school BY TEACHERS- Yeah. BTW, my teacher moved to Thailand and would come back in 2 or more years. T^T YEAR 4: Something happened. @Tetrator and his friends became our friends. Equalping creator left our class and moved because she 'DIDN'T like it' - OUR POOR TEACHER! She said that to HIS FACE. Year 5: I got diagnosed with ADHD at 10. Found out about Synesthesia, started to accept LGBTQ+ because I came to my senses, realised I have SPD, got norovirus ( T^T) and developed OCD shortly after, realised I might have VSS or visual snow syndrome, became a furry, realised that I could be demisexual, found scratch forums, 400 followers, found online scratch bullies, defeated them- (kinda), found IRL horrible people, defeated their ways too, made that studio, made this.
