The reason i'm not fine is that One of my grandma's friends that i known MY WHOLE LIFE has cancer for 2 years and has been fighting it and she'll will not be here much longer and that makes me sad and i'm going to miss her badly and i didn't wanted this to happen but this is what Reality is,it's not just some fun place for you too be happy and live in peace No you have loved ones gone and i had too deal with loosing friends over dumb stuff and i pretty much been hating myself on it but still i'm going to miss her and i hope she will be happy in heaven but i'll be fine soon i promise.... -jb
