it feels absolutely bizarre to say that i've been making content online for ten years. that feels like an unachievable dream, to have a presence for that long. and really i didn't!! i kept jumping between accounts to evade any responsibility, abandoning friends left and right without any warning!! i literally did that to this very account!! multiple times!!!!! (by the way, i was literally 7 years old when this account was first made + i was on twitter and [blue chat site whose name is a synonym of chaos] when i was 10. isn't that scary??) but, i've got a stronger grasp on my identity now, and i wanna stick with this version of me for as long as i possibly can. no matter what life throws at me, or what i drag into it. i wanna be myself!! i wanna stick with people for longer than a year!! i wanna be able to own up to my mistakes and not just run from them like some sort of coward!!!!! =XP so, to everyone i ever considered a friend, and everyone i've ever looked up to: thank you for existing. thank you for bringing me a tiny spark of joy at whatever point in our lives that our paths crossed. i hope you all are doing well, and are living life how you want to be. and if you aren't, i hope you get to very soon. here's to ten more!! [|ద|]¬ (that's supposed to be a carton of apple juice. can't be sloshing around wine on a kids site!! also apple juice is 100% way tastier than wine anyway)
shout out to pinocchio-p by the way. have you heard his songs. absolutely masterful composer. i literally got two youtube badges for listening to his songs so much, that's how much i like his work. (also if you really wanna see what i've been up to recently, my name is tele7angelist practically everywhere. just don't deadname me and we'll be cool, alright??)
