Ik I just a while ago posted a proj talking about questioning.. But I feel like being genderfluid was kind of a soft walk through to get to something else. Being Transmasc. I'm not yet, though. I'm questioning. Looking up tips. Trying to see if I have the materials I need before I can medically transition once I'm out. I've had a lot.. I mean a lot.. (Every day) of masc days.. The past week has just been constant demiboy. Thankfully you can't see my painfully feminine body that I hate so dearly much.. And only my oc. Maybe some talking to people will help? Idk. I also don't know how to communicate this to my girlfriend. The main thing stopping me... However.. Is uh.. Being a male would mean I couldn't really identify as lesbian without controversy? My avatar in almost all the games I play is either masculine or a straight up male. Like Splatoon, roblox, Minecraft, fortnite, etc. I just don't know anymore! I DON'T KNOW! I DON'T LIKE BEING TRAPPED IN THIS FEMININE BODY! MY BRAIN DOESN'T FIT MY ASSIGNED GENDERRRRRRRRRR. Genderfluidity was a huge step into what I want to be. As you can see in my bio, I don't want fem terms used for me if possible. You can still use them, but I prefer neutral terms or masc terms. Please refrain from calling me 'Gurl' 'girl' 'girlie' 'woman' 'lady' etc. Though I do like 'Dude' 'bro' 'man' 'guy' 'sir' 'gentleman' 'dood' etc. :D
