[heads up!] - this is not a vent post. Based off of a character whom is mentally deranged, causing himself to do horrible things to his surroundings. All that defy are threats to him, and shall be punished. He is in a constant back and fourth loop of doing terrible things, then regretting it and trying to fix it all. He’s slowly becoming of what he tried to get rid of. Hypocrite. He lost his wife. He lost his son’s trust. He lost his soon-to-be due to corruption. Despite his siblings’ company, he still feels alone. The people are against him, repelling him. He does not belong. He has no place. He’s so tired. Constantly beat around due to his own actions, though it’s all consequence. He just can’t stop himself. He’s full of uncontrolled impulse and anger. He continues to hurt people and watch as everything he worked so hard for crumbles down. All in the palm of his hand.
