Idon't want to change anything about myself because it makes my life worse starting with my pebbles-for-brains mother who forced me to move out to Virginia just to make my life worse. I HATE MY FAMILY AND I WANT THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE BUT THEY CAN'T BECAUSE THEY DON'T SEE THAT THEY'RE THE ONES BEHIND MY EXTREMELY SHORT TEMPER AND WHY I AM A BIT STUBBORN. I just think making things go back the way they are seems a bit more better than letting go of the past. It made my life worse and I'm terrified that it might make other people's lives worse. I just think holding on to the past akes me feel better because the only family member I didn't hate was my grandfather and he was a nice person. I am sorry but I felt this way since my grandmother's funeral.
I'm sorry if I made you feel mad at me, Dravyn.
