I might quit... Heres why: I HATE drawing. My art style- svcks, lets be honest! I don't even have one! Art makes me mad bc I see all the awesome drawing people make and then I see my stuff. Like 1 heart and no comments. I tried to enjoy it by making my comic Forgotten Voids. BUT nobody likes the comic, not even me! I'm tired of logging on and having to draw things for other people and not me. It's taking away time I need for studying and nobody talks to me. I might as well start posting my own comments. I log on here just to see 21 studio notifications and like 1 message. I have cried countless times due to how much I h@te my art and how I wish I could actually draw smth. Im starting to develop some major problems in my mental health I think and all I do is fake smile to get through life. IM TIRED OF THIS. Scratch is a CHORE. I can't even post anything I like on here bc this site feels like it was made for younger ppl . I came on here to have art and animation skills like @pikoki or other known scratchers. But you don't get through life with hopes like that it seems. The hard truth is, I WONT have skills like that. And I never will because I'm giving up soon. Art is a chore, logging onto scratch is a chore, even just trying to have fun is a chore.Ask if you wanna talk me somewhere. But idk what to say. Scratch isn't worth it. Drawing for the satisfaction of others is NOT worth it. I'm only making myself feel worse by being on here. I already hate my life as it is. Nothing goes right anymore and I don't have many good friends. Most friends hate me or go behind my back. I have so much homework all the time bc I have to draw. Im TIRED OF IT. I might stay but my arts not worth it, and nobody likes my art anyways. I'm posting this bc ik that everybody but @Bubble_Catz will not care.
Im struggling to write why bc dvmb scratch says there's a bad word -.-
