honestly, I understand what you are going through. When I was 2, my parents got divorced, and I saw my dad every other weekend. 7 years later, he decided to make it so that legally he did not have to bring me over anymore. After that, things just got a whole lot worse. Bullying increased because of me not seeing my dad, cyber bullying, one of my (not biological) grandmas died, and I tried to help other people, but they would still be mean to me and would never return the favor. I understand what you are going through.