* DDUDDEE you have NO iea how stressedo ut i am * i mean most of its my fault, im not doing my work LMAO. * im told to work and study, but for what ///////// * i feel burnt out X) * this WORLD is NOOOTTTTTT for me and it NEVER WILL be * how havent i even died yet anyways LMAAOO * IM MEANT FOR DEATH * PROBABLY GONNA GO THRU SOMETHING SUPER TRAUMATIC * SOMETHING REALLY BAD IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME SNAP AND JUST. * DIE. * LOL * i love this planet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! poses cutely * what am i even suposed to do * probably gonna graduate, find a job i hate, get money then get addicted to crack or osmething * i cold care less if i lose anyone * theyre SO much better than me * i mean * my friends already know what to do!!!!!!!!!! * pfftthaha i love having people around me that i etiehr cant go to because of a multitude of reasons or i can go to them but they just kinda dont know what to do * LOLLLL * i miss ari as funny as that sounds * I MISS MIKE??!??!?!/ I MISS THE PEOPLE THAT BROUGHT NUTHIN BUT PAIN LMAAAAAAAAOOOOOO * certified masochist here yall!!!!!! feel free to hit me i could CAREE less *uggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i give up * tbh i feel sooooooooooooooooo bored rn * theres NOTHINGGG to do here * sometimes i wish i had actual trauma (whatever that means) so people actually understand how i feek * but naahh im just a average teenage girl doing all of this mentally unstable ---- for ATTENNNTTIOOONN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * lmao like id make myself bleed for attention . i do it us it FEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSS GOOOOODDDDDDDDDD and i just like the corlors * but of course!!!!!!!!! its bad for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smh * i mean i get what they mean, me not having actual trauma * i make myself stressed out, i put myself in these situations * I MEAN I STAYED W SOMEONE THAT MADE ME FEEL TERRIBLE LMAAOOO. thats not trauma LOLLL * what even is trauma? * was i even groomed LOL * everything was so ... consenual and non ... adulty if you get what i mean * i mean besides from the age gap it was pretty much OKAY * i was ok with it * she was ok w it * even her FRIEND was ok w it * pfftt whayever im gonna die when im 22 or something, by gun or smth likely * im done w this
