hey guys... i rly need to tell someone about some things that have been building up.... yeah... (and some tea will be spilled!!) the first thing that has been nagging me is the fact that sometimes i just feel like im not good enough... a few examples: i've been taking dance for 9 years. i'm on pointe and i believe that along with my friend we truly are the most advanced in the class. nothing bad to anyone else but we have been doing this for a lot longer... anyways dance is the only thing that i feel like im really good at... and i feel like some people get annoyed with the fact that i like to talk about dance and do dance so much and people in my dance class feel like im "showing off" and that i think im too good for them when im really just trying to show that im enough and that im finally good at something... i just feel like i need somewhere to be me... another thing is i feel like im changing in personality from the adventurous young kid i used to be. now im older (im a teenager like ackk) and i feel like im contantly kissing up to everyone and trying to be more popular. i also feel like i'm never pretty enough.... i just hate my school and hate my situation..... i rly want to get out and be free for a while but i know that i will always keep having to do these things... ugghhh... that is really all i wanted to say in terms of hard things.... now lets talk about my fun tea! omg guys he is sooo cuteee! im in looovveee! he doesn't go to my school so when my friends always ask who i like its hard to explain it!!! ackkkkkkkkk!!!! anyways thats kinda ittt baiii
