why why do you want me to hate you i love you i dont want to hate you you said you'd never have to regret leaving me i dont want to regret leaving you please please please i dont want to hate you i dont want to break us apart my heart hurts without you it'd hurt even more if i abandoned you im sorry i cant help im sorry i cant make you feel better im sorry im sorry im hurting you im sorry im sorry im sorry i make you feel like you need to be distant im sorry im sorry ill never be able to help you i was hoping you'd be here tuesday so i could apologize i feel so bad i cant help i cant at all i i i dont know i feel like will it help if i was there more do you like it when im there with you i do but im worried you'll feel worse i need you right next to me i really do do you need me did you want me there whenever we had the sleepover did you want me close to you did you want me to be there for you did you want me to hug you did you want me to show you i loved you did you want me to be there longer, like i did did you want me to stay were you happy with me being there i was upset with myself that day i kept crying in front of you i cried when you let go after hugging you for so long i cried when i had a migraine i cried at your cousins' house i cried in the car i cried when you started leaving im sorry i was being a bother i hope you didnt mind my heart beats for you
