ever have that feeling when you think people hate you but at the same time you know they dont yet you cant shake the feeling off and you go into a weird off state and basically think youve upset everyone? sooo i may be going through that- thats alr ill survive ig kinda bummed since i feel like ive ruined everything with PJ even though he keeps telling me its fine and stuff but it doesnt feel fine and now i feel like a jerk (ik PJ can see this- if you are reading this PJ dont comment angrily or something- id prefer you'd yell at me in private or something) also im stressed and sick out of my mind sooooo ye :D anyway new oc design ^^ im a shork now >:D
