I feel so burnt out. I feel so tired. I feel so exhausted. I really want to draw. I really want to make silly little shorts. I really want to do things. But now I feel paranoid too. I’m trying to take a break from YouTube so I can keep my common sense, but then I just feel so scared to come back. I checked YouTube and all I could do was stare. I’m now really scared to come back, but I’m trying so hard to take a break. Without YouTube, it’s harder for me to get ideas. But without YouTube, I have more time for myself and scratch. It feels like I’m stuck, just floating in between. I tried to get some rest, I tried doing other activities. But now I feel so tired. I have to wait 2 more days just to go back to school and have something to do. The weekends are so hard for me when I take internet breaks. It gets even worse when it’s a holiday break or summer vacation. I would really appreciate if you guys can help out, I need advice. /nf /genq