People will miss me when I'm gone, and that day will come. I have accepted that. but what about the 80 years before it? There is a difference between living and not being dead. And my whole life, I've been going the not dead route. I've been playing it way too safe. If I don't live life to it's fullest potential, if I don't do amazing things while I live, I may as well have just been dead the whole time. I've been spending my time hiding from people I don't know, staying only within my friend group. That changes tonight. I am still scared of talking to women, or people who I don't really talk to, but the difference really matters when it comes to my decision. I usually decide I'm too scared to say hi to my crush, or help a person I don't know because I don't wanna be humiliated. Hell, it'd usually be too much for me to even say I have a crush to some of my closest friends. But moving on in life is just as easy as you make it. And I am changing my difficulty mode from hard to easy. I will no longer be an introvert. Let me introduce (or extroduce lol) you to: Extrovert me!!!! There won't be many differences to me online, it will mostly be in real life, but just know I'm finally crawling out of my shell. Not just crawling out of it, but walking out of it. Running out of it. Perhaps even flying out of it! Who knows what future endeavors I will experience now that I feel much better about myself. And thanks for reading! I feel so good! Tomorrow is going to be awesome.
