i just realized how mean people could be. and i feel like the joy has been just sucked away from me. i have always wondered what it was like to actually like being alone. but now i think i know. i was always that person who would do anything for my freinds. so much so i didn't see i was the puppet on the stage being controlled by the masters. i know that sounds stupid but im not okay right now. if you couldn't tell. i think im going to take a break in a while. like a real break.but for now reboot is on haitus until i feel better..