It’s not in the project Hi there, who knew? Life's hard, that's true Now I don't know what I can do My mind is out of sorts, nothing brand new Seems like everybody has agendas, don't they? Sealed tight, locked down, on sight, downplay I don't even know where to go with it I only know that I'm going insane This is my brain now I don't know how, this is my day now I think you wanna take me down All I wanna do is break out Can you hear depression in the framework? Anxiety impressions overheard Make the bed you lay in, but I never know Who made my bed before I showed up I don't wanna show up Dead before I really even understand what is up I just wanna go up, somewhere that I'm not stuck Please, won't someone tell me how to get out of here? Circus, welcome to the Circus I don't know what this is It's a freakshow That I do know Welcome to the Circus Smile on the surface But down below It's a freakshow Go run Nobody cares what's been done I'm all alone This is how the story goes, oh Make way Self-deprecating, thoughts in my head I know This is how the story goes Tick tock on the clock, help, I need some medicine Someone pull me from this overwhelming nightmare that I'm in Tick tock on the clock, help, I need some medicine Someone pull me from this overwhelming nightmare that I'm in Hi there, who knew? Life's hard, that's true Now I don't know what I can do My mind is out of sorts, nothing brand new Seems like everybody has agendas, don't they? Sealed tight, locked down, on sight, downplay I don't even know where to go with it I only know that I'm going insane Circus, welcome to the Circus I don't know what this is It's a freakshow That I do know Welcome to the Circus Smile on the surface But down below It's a freakshow
This song (Welcome to the Circus -Chewiecatt) resonates with my current state so much. I’m not going to elaborate rn, but yeah. https://open.spotify.com/track/0ygAUWlupuRxVhfLdJUEV1?si=wqslqpUfReu16O-vNFI_uw Sure, it was made for an animated show, but… (I don’t got anything here)
