Some of this is good some is complete trash. Anyway I got new art stuff for Christmas so I made a ton of drawings. And 2024 is officially done so there’s a bunch of other things i drew last year in this.
I Would have never created this without Pen Cil, P. En, Pa Per, and Mark Er. Thanks to those wonderful inanimate objects keeping me sane. /j I’m not sane. BOOTIFUL SONG=midnight love by girl in red. If you haven’t listened to girl in red, LISTEN TO HER SHE’S AMAZING! yes I’m a guy but I still think girl in red is awesome. I CANT BE YOUR MIDNIGHT LOVE *screams* My mental state is quite something *screams some more* Are you still reading this bizarre collection of my brainnnnnn?? What Am I Even Doing At This Point I’m Just Waiting Until My Mind Completely Falls Apart Happy January 2nd Y’know when everything goes numb? Ooh next time I do one of these the song should be numb little bug. I don’t get why I didn’t do serotonin. That’s like my favorite song ever. IM RUNNING LOW ON SEROTONIN CHEMICAL IMBALANCE GOT ME TWISTING THINGS STABILIZE WITH MEDICINE DIG DEEP CANT HIDE FROM THE CORNERS OF MY MIND IM TERRIFIED OF WHATS INSIDE I GET THESE *intrusive thoughts* LIKE *cutting my hand off* LIKE *tripping in front of a bus* LIKE *how do I make it stop?* WHEN IT FEELS LIKE MY THERAPIST HATES ME PLEASE DONT LET ME GO CRAZY PUT ME IN A FIELD WITH DAISIES MIGHT NOT WORK BUT I’LL TAKE A MAYBE OH I BEEN BREAKING DAILY BUT ONLY ME CAN SAVE ME SO IM CAPITULATING CRYING LIKE A SILLY BABY SOMETHING I DONT REMEMBER LALALALALALALALALA I DONT WANNA MISS IT BA-DA I DONT WANNA BE SICK AH-DA I DONT WANNA RADIDDLERARABRRRRATDIDIDIDDAHDAH I forgot everything else. Hm. So much for favorite song. Comment something completely random and gay and depressed like me if you read all of this nonsense. EVERY WORD OF IT
