" Others can think about that moment, i'm not thinking about it. " " But you can just try to forget! " " To you, maybe. You had no idea what it's like to be apart from there for MONTHS! I TRIED to fix out my mistakes before, yet [ REDACTED ] was able to help me talk it out, and now. . . now all my friendships I had are GONE, and the people that still know wont even TALK TO ME. So maybe I would want to avoid that singular moment. Maybe it is more important to me BECAUSE I CAN'T BE THE PERSON WHO I WAS BEFORE!! " [ realizes ] " I can't. . . the person who I was before. Maybe they were right. maybe changing myself, can SAVE ME! "
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