My body doesn’t feel right I feel like my body is hurting me I dont have anyone to talk to about it To get help I’m also afraid Of asking Because People usually think I’m overreacting But i feel like my body is shutting down and idk what to do and also im scared of going to the hospital im scared what they might say is wrong with me im scared of surgeries i might have to go under im scared of overwhelming my family with hospital bills and anxiety for my health im scared of being told something is wrong with my body I feel like i should tell someone but im so scared im so scared and i feel like im getting worse Plus the nurse didnt believe me thinking i was trying to get out of class when i just constantly worry about my health I dont like feeling this way Also i dont know if he’s okay he wont answer when i ask and i feel like its making this feeling worse My stomach doesn't just hurt, it burns. it feels like someone lit my organs on fire and let it burn to a crisp I want to talk to him so i can apologize so i can explain myself and i need to talk to someone so i can forget about this pain at least for a little while I struggle to sleep at night because my body hurts so bad I wonder if my body will spasm again I hope he’s just asleep i hope he’s okay i hope i didnt hurt him He said he was going to get on scratch after the call, but he’s upset He doesn’t have to but i just want help or like comfort and to comfort him idk i dont like this feeling i dont like feeling so scared for him or for myself or for the rest of my family I’ve been hiding this from everyone because i dont want them to worry about me I’m not sure if I’ll be okay but ive had this going on for a few months. I dont know. I might be okay i might not I could tell my brother but he seems so happy right now and i lied to him telling him I wasn’t crying and i dont want to ruin his mood and also he might tell my mom and idk im scared I want everyone to know i love them so much id do anything i could for them idk i just idk what’s wrong with me Why am i terrified of everything
