Something I’ve recently noticed about myself is that I offer ridiculous prizes whenever someone gives me something I want/need. I agreed to give 5 fully rendered art pieces to a friend who drew one of my characters and 3 other art pieces to that same friend because she gave me just a little bit of feedback on my recent UTAU cover. I know this isn’t healthy and I’m not trying to justify my actions by any means. So I won’t. I just feel sort of under-appreciated but I don’t really wanna whine about it. So, what do I do? I offer the most ridiculous prizes to those who even THINK about giving me ANY help. I feel like this is basically me just asking for clout [granted I’m surrounded with people who get a whole lot more attention than me], but I’m like. Starting to feel like since everyone else gets feedback and good stuff, why can’t I? Sigh. I should find more friends. Better yet, ditch the ones I’ve made! /s
