Sorry guys, I said I’d be coming back, but I might be off for a while, here’s why…
The first hint of depression was in the middle of the day on a fall day during October 2023. Ever since then, it’s been getting worse. If I’m not sad, I’m either angry or confused. I’m not happy. Any smiles on my face are fake. I feel useless. I feel like a ragdoll being pulled and beaten. I appreciate that people try to do stuff to make me feel better, but it’s just never gonna happen. I’ve already been going to therapy, taking medication, going outdoors. Results? Nothing. Where anyone finds love and happiness, is misery and despair for me… so, see ya in a little while, I guess…
