{The TW and intro will continue by itself. Just wait for a few seconds.} TW; BODY HORROR, SUIC*DE, MUTILATED ANIMALS AND INFANT, GORE, PERSONALITY DISORDER AND PSYCHOTIC TENDENCY ___________________________________________ This was made for a specific group of people to see, but since I did extra work to sync it up with the audio on this platform I might as well post it until it gets taken down. Sorry if this reaches the wrong eyes oops. There's not much I can really explain here as I'm pretty sure no amount of context can really help anyone understand. This is an amalgamation of multiple different dreams I've had and entities I've encountered during them. I have unresolved mental issues so it causes me to mix up my dreams with reality, creating lots of stress and anxiety especially when the dreams themselves are not pleasant. There's lots of metaphors here for the trauma I've endured during my childhood, coping with the trauma in harmful ways, and even the loss of my childhood itself; hence the gored baby. Jack (the puppet man) seems to be there anytime I'm having a psychotic episode alone and oddly I feel safer when he's there, either in my mind or vision. I feel like I won't turn into the things that watch me, but I can feel him writhing under my skin in these moments of terror. It hurts, my organs feel flipped inside out but its safe. I know he's there. ___________________________________________ I thank my boyfriend for helping me the best he can. I know it hurts him, but I couldn't stop him if I wanted to. He closes the eyes that watch, and he holds me when I need it. He truly is the best. I love you more than words can tell.
Program used: Fire alpaca Song: wutiwant- Saraunh0ly
