i wish i didnt have social anxiety even around family because i worry im going to get laughed at at something stupid i might say and cry about it later christmas wasnt bad this year i just idk i just wish we couldve shown each other we cared more i want to ask his mom if we can have a sleepover this weekend but im not even sure if he wants to talk to me at all (nvm im just stupid 2x) i have trouble controlling my emotions my nose is runny i wish i was better at social connections
