I want him to feel loved I feel nauseous again I want the sleepover we havent had it for months Why does it keep getting cancelled Ilovehimimisshim I want to hug him and be held forever I’m sorry i worry I’m not ready to leave for winter break I dont like being alone I miss December 8th We were all together for once, not confined to school grounds I wasn’t ready to leave it felt so nice God im such a mess Bro i just hit my head on the refrigerator and nearly started crying