I decided I wanted to go home because my dad was making me cry. I was over at someone’s house whilst my grandmother babysat a little kid and I didn’t wanna break down over there in front of the kiddo. I told my mom in a group chat, and SOMEONE (assumed to be my jerk of a brother because it was a 3 person group chat…) snitched and told my g-ma. So she got upset at me, we left (after the kid’s parents came back obv) and went home. She handed me the stuff for Christmas and was very visibly upset at me. I just took it all in because I didn’t know what else to do. She took me home, and as much as I felt guilty, I was just really upset with my dad. Everything’s going swell at home, until like maybe 12-ish AM, and my dad texts me, back at it again. - “You really begged your mom to come get you” - “Really *(my legal name)*” I explain to him I was not begging, I asked once and that I was upset and didn’t want to stress my grandmother out further. He THEN jabs back with a “Then calm the eff down” ..EXCUSE ME?? He then guilts me further by saying “It hurt her feelings” Then sends me some videos saying “I’m not having a conversation with you” when HE started it. I then tell him to leave me alone, which he continued to message me until I just completely have a semi-silent breakdown in my room, crying, pacing, talking to myself, etc. I then completely lose my mind and run outside and sit down and my mom (who insomnia’d) comes out and tells me to come inside, where I cried to her and told her about what was going on, and she comforted me and such. As of now, I am sitting at my mom’s work with her because she didn’t want to leave me by myself at the house. (I’m appreciative of it because I wouldn’t have done well if I was left by myself and he were to shame me even further.) I’ve been drawing sketch to cope. (she’s really fun to draw to me fsr)
