(thumbnail unrelated. toot toot chugga chugga i'm not australian but it lives rent free in my brain) i lowkey feel like i'm putting myself in a cycle of having no motivation to really post on here, not rlly "art block" because i do still like making art but i don't feel like posting. ;-; i try posting what i like making but then my animemes are the things that get the most views and i think that's been a thing since my very first account; people are still coming here because they saw my animations when that's not what i always make now i've branched out, yet some of my followers were still following me for that and probably aren't interested don't get me wrong i love making animations but if those are always the things that give me a lot of attention it just feels kinda sad when i make normal art and other stuff tbh i can't even move accounts (i'm not allowed to have alts or make new accounts) and even if i /could/ move i don't think it'd solve the issue, my audience who likes more than just my flashy animatioin memes is growing but it's been demotivating,, i have a secret yt account i've been posting some animations there but they're not effect-filled animation memes + they weren't coded on scratch because i enjoy making those,, but i don't want to share the account and idk why, i guess it's like i'm having a clean slate on my yt with 0 subs but i enjoy making stuff and i'm not looking for attention like i kinda am here LOL honestly take this how you want to. i'm rambling. but if i don't post a lot maybe that's why if someone somehow ever finds my secret yt account i'll give them 1 goptillion dollars /nsrs (ok but if someone DID find it then i think at that point i'd have to give them some kind of prize tho. like how would you do that you crazy)
