well? what was it? what was it in the end? was it really what we hoped for? what we dreamed? what we wanted? was it really everything i tried so hard to make beautiful, then for you to leave it out in the garbage? like a worthless piece of trash that nobody ever wanted. what was it in the end? was it just like how it started? why did i try so hard, when you'll always pick her in the end? what if that night really had happened, and my life was out of earth? what if it had worked, and you would be left all alone? what if i never told anyone, and i lived like this forever? what was it in the end? or does it really matter? do i keep going or do i give up, because truthfully, you were my everything. my world, my heart, my mind. i did everything for you. everything. what was it in the end? did it ever end? or am i going to always be left here? always hidden in the dark. what is the end? is it always how we dreamed? or is it just like i imagined. something that fell away into pieces. because you never cared about me.
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