idk why ive been getting bored and ive been also missing the good old times when i was 4-5-6-7 years ive also been losing touch with myself i havent been my self as much i get more and more bored from this i used to think was fun i dont even pay attention at school and its not my falt i cry knowing that things are not how it used to be all i do is stay in my room now and i rarely eat as much im not doing good mentaly and physically and im scared of growing up and i dont want to change it feels like one day i might burn out and be stuck in this room and it feels like im losing my sanity and im slipping out of being sane to insane
