❝Planting seeds in a garden I'll never get to see❞ - - - - - - - ❝ A song i'll never get to sing ❞ - - - - - - - - I loved this clan. Every moment from the moment they took me and my siblings in. and then I lost ᴴᵒⁿᵉʸᵇᵘⁿⁿʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵒⁿᵉʸᶜᵒᵐᵇᶜˡᶦᶠᶠ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖᵒˡˡᵉⁿᵐᵘᶻᶻˡᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ʰᵒⁿᵉʸᵇᵉᵉᵏᶦᵗ... and I lost ˢʰʳᵒᵒᵐʰᵃᶻᵉ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉᶠˡᶦᵍʰᵗ, ʳᶦᵛᵉʳᵖᵃʷ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠᵉᵃᵗʰᵉʳᶠˡᶦᵍʰᵗ... and I lost. ˢᵗᵃʳˡᶦᵍʰᵗˢᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐᵃⁿᵍᵒˢᵐᶦˡᵉ ᶜᵉⁿᵗᶦᵖᵉᵈᵉᵏᶦᵗ. and I gave, and I gave, and I gave. I kept giving, and giving, and I hoped that one day it would all be worth something. I wanted my kits to grow up safe and loved. There is no one who can protect the clan better than Marigoldray. I hope I gave them enough to prepare for the storm that approaches. I hope I... ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ I've poured my life and soul into buzzbug since the moment I got him. But the fact is, i've done everything I could with my little man, and the fact is I never saw him as an elder telling stories, he was always going to be a young cat in the stars. I wanted him to stick around to help Marigoldstar, but he'll die long before her without a doubt, so he'll help her from the stars. I'm still planning on having him be very active in starclan, he'll talk to as many cats as he can and hopefully train some up and coming medics. <3 Urchinclan, here I come! ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ The wound on my shoulder was infected. I knew it, I had known it for a long time. But on top of everything that was going on- raising kits and healing clanmates and trying to figure out that stupid vision, I hadn't had the time nor will to treat it. Now I was tired. So, incredibly tired. I settled in the glade, no longer able to support my own weight. Around me were the graves of generations of my family. Or, Marigoldstar's family. Wasn't I so lucky they had taken me in? I knew Tangarineblossom used to walk here, before she died. Since then I had taken the job of watching over the area, placing spare flowers where I knew cats lay. Centipedekit's grave was ahead of me. So small, right next to honeybeekit. My daughter and my sister. Soon I'd be able to wrap my tail around them once more. Rest, at last. Rhea would look after my kits. Nightingale would look after the clan. I could guide them from the stars, and learn more about the vision then was ever possible before. It was time. ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ ✦ . . ✦ . .
