benjamin is back there- *and heart breaks* yes the hidden sea is burried deep because of libet's all joyfull camaraderie because of the minimal great hidden "sublime" which is beyond loss so they are bewildered in other eyes due to their long term dusk glimpses and my arm's lenght is a gradient (what?) because of the drifting time which is misplaced in the internal bewilered world and the burning despair which does ache is in the aching cavern without lucidity because of an empty bliss beyond this world made by libet delaying to have a mournful camaraderie
the instructions are literally 1984
