i dont like going to my uncle's house for thanksgiving i dont like their food. i ate a little but not much. idk i felt dead the whole time i was there because i didnt interact with many people. though there was this little girl that was there for the first few minutes we were there. idek who she was but she was so sweet. she walked up to me and raised her hands up asking me to pick her up. apparently, she likes hugging everybody. also, i got to hold my baby cousin for the first time, so that made it a little better. idk i miss my boyfriend and i miss not feeling so shy to even talk to some of my family members. god im crying again idk i felt so lonely there, my brother was there though so that helped a little happy thanksgiving i guess
