Yep, due to me accidentally being exposed to violent media, watching a horror movie with blood and all that, on Sunday, I’ve been paranoid ever since. And I didn’t tell anyone until right now, when i almost had a mental breakdown 2 hours ago from stumbling across an IDKSterling Video(which became part of why im paranoid since i saw one that said that your brain literally EATS ITSELF if you don’t get enough sleep. I’m dead serious, that one video was the kinda the main reason why.)
I feel really stressed with this situation. It gets worse at dark. I almost always sleep with the light on and with my door closed cus I’m worried some monster will drag me under the bed or get me the second i open the door. and i won’t make it out. Some nights, i don’t even sleep at all or until sunrise. If I’m hungry, i leave the kitchen lights on cus I’m worried of the same thing, some monster getting me. Idk if these also count as me being schizophrenic or something. But i really don’t know. I need a break.
